learning more, and
discovering that i might be
and always have been buddhist
discovering that i might be
and always have been buddhist
70.
Monday, September 29, 2008
it's terrifying, but 'not looking'
means truly being comfortable
with loneliness forever.
means truly being comfortable
with loneliness forever.
posted by j
9/29/2008
69.
monday is so much easier
to deal with when you have
the next three days off
to deal with when you have
the next three days off
posted by Laura Barnes
9/29/2008
68.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
forgot how jealousy burns.
drive straight to the gym
to destroy the feeling
drive straight to the gym
to destroy the feeling
posted by j
9/28/2008
67.
This week has been full of
sex, sex, and more sex.
You'd think we were honeymooners.
sex, sex, and more sex.
You'd think we were honeymooners.
posted by Laura Barnes
9/28/2008
63.
When it comes to
clothes for the girls,
I turn into Carrie Bradshaw and overspend
clothes for the girls,
I turn into Carrie Bradshaw and overspend
posted by Laura Barnes
9/26/2008
62.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
watching the best silents
understanding why they
resisted the coming of sound
understanding why they
resisted the coming of sound
posted by j
9/25/2008
60.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
my return to blogging
is immediately posted
on my idol's blog
is immediately posted
on my idol's blog
posted by j
9/24/2008
59.
My church staff mate, Liz,
sets me up to fail,
which I refuse to let happen
sets me up to fail,
which I refuse to let happen
posted by Laura Barnes
9/24/2008
58.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
facebook social life
makes up for
lacking a real one
makes up for
lacking a real one
posted by j
9/23/2008
57.
every minute of conversation
with anyone is precious seconds away
from meditating on Twilight
with anyone is precious seconds away
from meditating on Twilight
posted by Laura Barnes
9/23/2008
56.
Monday, September 22, 2008
more editing. it might not be
as bad as feared.
but who can tell anymore.
as bad as feared.
but who can tell anymore.
posted by j
9/22/2008
55.
I keep making plans
for Saturday, completely forgetting
Ryan's birthday party
for Saturday, completely forgetting
Ryan's birthday party
posted by Laura Barnes
9/22/2008
54.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
loneliness doesn't set in
until after two months
of being alone
until after two months
of being alone
posted by j
9/21/2008
52.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
beach on a whim.
decision is made
to get in the best shape ever.
decision is made
to get in the best shape ever.
posted by j
9/20/2008
51.
And so I, embarrassingly,
become one of the giant throng of women
in absolute love with Edward Cullen
become one of the giant throng of women
in absolute love with Edward Cullen
posted by Laura Barnes
9/20/2008
50.
Friday, September 19, 2008
looking at it this much
everything looks the same
nothing is funny. nothing works
everything looks the same
nothing is funny. nothing works
posted by j
9/19/2008
49.
Unexpectedly,
she invites us to dinner.
Its a nice change for a Friday.
she invites us to dinner.
Its a nice change for a Friday.
posted by Laura Barnes
9/19/2008
48.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
the idea hatches.
start researching
global hostels
start researching
global hostels
posted by j
9/18/2008
47.
what does a repressed
economy really mean for me?
none of my habits have changed.
economy really mean for me?
none of my habits have changed.
posted by Laura Barnes
9/18/2008
46.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
what is there to go home to?
just drive around
and around
just drive around
and around
posted by j
9/17/2008
45.
Sadly, forwarding an email
about fighting global poverty
is about as far as I get in the fight
about fighting global poverty
is about as far as I get in the fight
posted by Laura Barnes
9/17/2008
44.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
one film is turning out great
the other laced with disappointment.
finish. learn. move on.
the other laced with disappointment.
finish. learn. move on.
posted by j
9/16/2008
43.
The idea that I should
be able to make time for his simple marketing plan
is just incredibly false
be able to make time for his simple marketing plan
is just incredibly false
posted by Laura Barnes
9/16/2008
42.
Monday, September 15, 2008
my greatest fear
is getting a job out of default
and never having the nerve to quit
is getting a job out of default
and never having the nerve to quit
posted by j
9/15/2008
41.
My greatest fear
is that I'll finally leave my job
and still be miserable
is that I'll finally leave my job
and still be miserable
posted by Laura Barnes
9/15/2008
40.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
starts with hot stones
ends with buffy marathon
3 laptops on a big couch
ends with buffy marathon
3 laptops on a big couch
posted by j
9/14/2008
37.
the evening goal
is work, but little gets done
while we wait 2 1/2 hours for pizza
is work, but little gets done
while we wait 2 1/2 hours for pizza
posted by Laura Barnes
9/13/2008
36.
Friday, September 12, 2008
my new gay friend
home design tip: 'don't feel
trapped by the room's angles'
home design tip: 'don't feel
trapped by the room's angles'
posted by j
9/12/2008
35.
I survive an actual, honest
passionate one-on-one debate
with a republican
passionate one-on-one debate
with a republican
posted by Laura Barnes
9/12/2008
34.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
facebook election debate
pulls high school friends
back into the spotlight
pulls high school friends
back into the spotlight
posted by j
9/11/2008
33.
The 6 day work week
alternating with a 7 day work week
begins to wear on me
alternating with a 7 day work week
begins to wear on me
posted by Laura Barnes
9/11/2008
32.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
experimenting with
the days, like
'groundhog's day.'
the days, like
'groundhog's day.'
posted by j
9/10/2008
31.
last week I said work was great!
this day, I'm crying to Dr. D
30 minutes into the day
this day, I'm crying to Dr. D
30 minutes into the day
posted by Laura Barnes
9/10/2008
29.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
my child is such a ham
as she plays and sings,
"Black Cat Boogie Beat (yeah)"
as she plays and sings,
"Black Cat Boogie Beat (yeah)"
posted by Laura Barnes
9/09/2008
27.
through Facebook we say
we're all going to run away together -
just like we said back then
we're all going to run away together -
just like we said back then
posted by Laura Barnes
9/08/2008
26.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
not feeling like vacation
anymore. got to pull the cord
before the ground hits
anymore. got to pull the cord
before the ground hits
posted by j
9/07/2008
25.
Every Sunday is the same:
to church by 7 am, lunch when done,
nap, Tom goes to work, I relax
to church by 7 am, lunch when done,
nap, Tom goes to work, I relax
posted by Laura Barnes
9/07/2008
24.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
it's an awkward night
of standing next to jerry bruckheimer
watching his daughter rock out
of standing next to jerry bruckheimer
watching his daughter rock out
posted by j
9/06/2008
22.
Friday, September 05, 2008
his friends are so awesome
they do like skydiving
and shit.
they do like skydiving
and shit.
posted by j
9/05/2008
20.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
this election,
my hope for america
is remembering david cook won idol.
my hope for america
is remembering david cook won idol.
posted by j
9/04/2008
18.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
at the opera, astonished
to be moved to tears,
not to mention raucous laughter
to be moved to tears,
not to mention raucous laughter
posted by j
9/03/2008
16.
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
it's really really important
that your producer understand
your artistic sensibility.
that your producer understand
your artistic sensibility.
posted by j
9/02/2008
15.
So we begin again:
a new choir season,
and I'm finally feeling "seasoned"
a new choir season,
and I'm finally feeling "seasoned"
posted by Laura Barnes
9/02/2008
13.
the republicans "hurricane" cancellation
is a great cover for "we don't have enough speakers
now that Bush and Arnold have cancelled"
is a great cover for "we don't have enough speakers
now that Bush and Arnold have cancelled"
posted by Laura Barnes
9/01/2008
