198.
i get there on time at 9.
they don't show up
all day.
posted by j
11/30/2006
197.
I screwed up
and now I don't
remember this day.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/30/2006
196.
introduced as 'this is joe,
my... friend.'
as if we didn't hear the '...'
posted by j
11/29/2006
195.
A snowed out rehearsal
is not a night "off",
it's a night "behind".
posted by Laura Barnes
11/29/2006
194.
"yes," i tell her
"i could have avoided it
if i'd only had a premonition."
posted by j
11/28/2006
193.
Finally,
a bit of closure,
a bit of peace
posted by Laura Barnes
11/28/2006
192.
the way she asks
"do you have insurance,"
she's been here before.
posted by j
11/27/2006
191.
Monday's drive
back to work reminds
me I'm still mad
posted by Laura Barnes
11/27/2006
190.
finally,
the conversations come up.
i need to find an aparment.
posted by j
11/26/2006
189.
I look forward to
my Sunday afternoon nap
all week long
posted by Laura Barnes
11/26/2006
188.
highway 1:
vertigo
adrenaline
posted by j
11/25/2006
187.
The organization
of the play room
is driving me MAD
posted by Laura Barnes
11/25/2006
186.
you can already
see the man
inside that baby.
posted by j
11/24/2006
185.
I usually haven't
begun shopping for Xmas
by now, let alone completed it
posted by Laura Barnes
11/24/2006
184.
it looks like
the stormy ocean
in paintings
posted by j
11/23/2006
183.
His family's version
of Thanksgiving dinner
is really just dinner
posted by Laura Barnes
11/23/2006
182.
time to put us
to the road trip
test
posted by j
11/22/2006
181.
My first function
for 300 people,
and I survived!
posted by Laura Barnes
11/22/2006
180.
we witness
each other's
sleep craziness
posted by j
11/21/2006
179.
One more day,
then I actually
get a break
posted by Laura Barnes
11/21/2006
178.
i'm no longer surprised
by the audacity
of rich assholes.
posted by j
11/20/2006
177.
In the end,
she divorced
me
posted by Laura Barnes
11/20/2006
176.
my first time
staying for the credits
to see my friend's name
posted by j
11/19/2006
175.
I tell myself
it's ok not to post
cuz Joe's not posting either
posted by Laura Barnes
11/19/2006
174.
sun streams in
we work side by side
perfect weekend.
posted by j
11/18/2006
173.
New year,
new hair, new clothes,
same me.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/18/2006
172.
caught him
watching porn.
'why hide it?' i say.
posted by j
11/17/2006
171.
I'm always
such a fake
salesman
posted by Laura Barnes
11/17/2006
170.
we are both
cheating.
it's ok.
posted by j
11/16/2006
169.
Thank God I never
became rich and had to attend
rich people parties
posted by Laura Barnes
11/16/2006
168.
instead of waiting for luggage
asshole boss claims it's lost,
and demands it be delivered NOW.
posted by j
11/15/2006
167.
Rehearsal
somehow always
revives me
posted by Laura Barnes
11/15/2006
166.
i'm sorry, i put this off.
i can't remember what happened
today.
posted by j
11/14/2006
165.
My life doesn't lend
itself to claiming a
birthday week
posted by Laura Barnes
11/14/2006
164.
posted by j
11/13/2006
163.
workaholic: someone
who goes home from work sick
and works from home
posted by Laura Barnes
11/13/2006
162.
not gonna read
laura's week's haikus
til i've done mine.
posted by j
11/12/2006
161.
At least yesterday's
embarrasing moment
brought laughter today
posted by Laura Barnes
11/12/2006
160.
i can't come home from work
and play,
until my work feels like play.
posted by j
11/11/2006
159.
Usually, I sing for
funerals of people I don't know
and don't get this emotional.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/11/2006
158.
i wish he would wait
until we get to the lobby
before criticising the film.
posted by j
11/10/2006
157.
Lately,
lots of things
slip my mind.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/10/2006
156.
thursday.
what happened
on thursday?
posted by j
11/09/2006
155.
Great.
Now I'm addicted
to Big Love.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/09/2006
154.
wanted to, would have,
could have cheated, but didn't.
still passed.
posted by j
11/08/2006
153.
I'm vain.
I broke a tooth
and refused to go to work.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/08/2006
152.
he asks 'are you not happy here?'
and it takes all my power
not to just quit.
posted by j
11/07/2006
151.
I usually
just
say that I'm
going to vote.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/07/2006
150.
i'm so sorry,
but i'm just not paid enough
to care.
posted by j
11/06/2006
149.
That window,
God opens,
is always at the last minute.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/06/2006
148.
forgot how much
i liked
learning new stuff
posted by j
11/05/2006
147.
strange sadness
when his sentence
is revealed
posted by Laura Barnes
11/05/2006
146.
conversation flows
easily upon meeting
his friends
posted by j
11/04/2006
145.
the debate to stay
or go wakes me in the night.
even though the choice isn't mine.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/04/2006
144.
he reads in bed upstairs
i study, with coffee
in the kitchen
posted by j
11/03/2006
143.
Aren't I a
Ted Haggard
as well?
posted by Laura Barnes
11/03/2006
142.
the good feeling
of being his friend
all these years later
posted by j
11/02/2006
141.
Isn't this
supposed to be
my day off?
posted by Laura Barnes
11/02/2006
140.
to say
'i'm leaving at noon'
felt so fucking great.
posted by j
11/01/2006
139.
I'll never understand
this adoration of saints
that this church perpetuates.
posted by Laura Barnes
11/01/2006